Sunday, October 19, 2008

mein aur meri kavita

this sem i did something which i never thought wud b able to do ...writing poems (nt exactly bt something closer to that )...

being an LLP *(latak latak ke pass )*for the most part of my education career,i never gave it a serious thought ..and still dont ...but then there are circumstances (read :FT ,MATHS lecs ),which forces u to do things and the outcome can be surprising .

my poems are still amatureish ,still kiddish ...but at the end of the day they r mine ...so that doesnt matter ...time will have its due effect of betterment ....

wrote this in one of the maths lecs ...



i carried u for 9 months,
shaping a new soul ,a new life within me;
for the greatest gift of god i was,
which they called -mother .


the first kick,the first sensation,
that radiance,that feel,
every passing moment, i felt every bit of you;
those magic moments i cherished,
bonded me stronger with you.


you filled the void within me ,
with beauty of life,with gallons of love.
perhaps this was the moment in life ,
for which every women thrived.

but then
they called me a prostitute ,a whore;
without really understanding my core.
they called me names -
that wud put a women to shame ;
for surrogate i was,
just b'coz a surrogate i was!

yes there was a compulsion,
for money as i mention.
before reaching a conclusion ,
trust me ,
there was always an element of altrusion.


destiny has its own ways,
for strange rules the creator lays ;
tomorrow u may be miles away,
but for u, my son
my heart will always have a place ...

8 comments:

Sanket said...

Great one......type more of the others you wrote in some other lectures

anand said...

well sanket bhai ..i know which one u want me to write down here ...let me come up with something better

poisonivy said...

nice one :)

Sandy Dombivlikar said...

i can only say.....

Hats Off for u Anand.....

$m@rTPrEeT| said...

Bowing down..your thoughts are deep and nice...

Gurtej said...

Nice one re anand... Really good... Did you say this during your PCT presentation??? Would have created an effect!!!

anand said...

yes saar i did mention the last para in the presentation ...u werent there?

Priya said...

wowwww!!! i just came across ur blog for the first time!! ur words touched me, words coming from a guy!! liked ur experience with the eunuch too ! Thanks a ton for putting up the lyrics of "yeh hosla" gave me the much needed pump!thanks again!